Music, Sex and Alchohol

Those are probably the three major things I think of when im deciding what my plans will be for the week. I dont know if theyre all subliminally linked in my brain, whether its the music i listen to that makes me want to party and get laid, or if its just what a young adolescent wants in life. Tied into politics, politics being life, its strange how all I want is for our corporate slave driven existence to end, but at the same time I think i've almost become dependant on it. Am I a drunkard? Im not sure, theres a good chance, I drink nearly every day of my life, I think its starting to consume the better part of me. I'm not as out going as I used to be, not to involved with changing things any more. I dont really do much actually except party. Alchohol to me is becoming a sort of opiate, dulling my senses and making my mind more vulnerable to the habitual patterns of every day life.

Not saying that im stopping cold turkey and never drinking again because that will never happen, theres nothing more in life thats more important to me than hanging out with my friends and having a good time, feeling that raw human emotion that you feel when your hanging out with your best friends getting drunk, acting stupid and having fun. Friends are the greatest power in the world, from friends you get community and that is real power.

Friends: To say more, you already know what im talking about, when your dumped, lonely, depressed, or just looking to have fun they are the first ones you look for. To look deeper into it the feeling of friendship is the start of freedom in your own life. Theres no real anarchy than friendship, no not the chaotic nihilist bull shit we're made to believe anarchy is, anarchy is friendship, the sharing of life with other human beings, the sharing of emotion and peace. If everyone in the world looked at things like we were all friends we could end our seeming inherent hatred towards each other. We would stop judging each other, putting barriers between each other like religion and money and social standing, what if we could all just help each other, not impose, but help. Not judging a homeless person and trying to put your beliefs on them but simply standing them up, dusting them off and telling them how great you think they are.

To get back to subject or at least as I possibly can, do what you want, have as much fun as you can, we're all gonna die one day but at least if you lived the way you wanted to with as little barriers as you could, you could look back and say 'yeah I was fuckin crazy some of the things I did were stupid, but at least I lived'

We have to live as much as we can, enjoy our youth because sooner or later we know its going to be gone, we're gonna be workin all day selling our labor for minimal monetary gain. Bills, marriage, kids, all will consume our lives and we will find our need for the green paper that rules the world is no longer this distant adversary but a current problem and by then it will be to late, you will have sold your soul and traded your life for a job you worked so hard in school for.

Dont be too quick to grow up and miss out on the best time of your life.